Ugh! I so badly want to blog about something today. But I can’t. Because it’s about somebody I know. And that somebody I know, sometimes reads my blog. So it’s a dilemma. And it’s not like I can just change names, or change the situation a little, because it will still be obvious.
The worst part of it is, I can’t write about this, because I’m afraid to hurt people’s feelings. But the reason I want to blog about this is because it is really MY feelings that are hurt. What’s that saying again…? Oh, yeah. Between a rock and a hard place.
So now, I have to keep this bottled up, and yes, I can talk about it to others who are close to me, but I would NEVER say anything to anyone involved in this situation, because I want to be nice. I want to be liked. How pathetic. What’s worse is, is that because I will never say anything about it, it will never get better. It will always be the same. And I will be stuck feeling like a pathetic loser, and they’ll never know. But when there comes a time when I am asked to support one of the parties involved, I should jump. Yes master, how high, master?
You know, people are really shit sometimes. People really don’t give a damn about others. Only themselves. And that, dear reader, really sucks.
Not feeling the love today, but as always, sending it out to you.